Spring is usually represented with blooming flowers, pleasant sunny skies, and the birth of new life. This season symbolizes the start of a new beginning. Its also known as the season for love. The first if day spring this year started off gloomy and snowy for me. I know I’m kind of stretching it, but it probably symbolizes how my life is in a current stage of unhappiness, confusion, and pain. I know that my spring will definitely not be filled with love because I’ve lost my love. Sometimes I feel confident and independent, but I know that the whole idea of him being gone from my live hasn’t completely sunk into my system yet. What hurts the most is that I know I tried my hardest to make him happy, and he still wasn’t satisfied. This just strengthens my theory of men being complete idiots… they would rather give up a woman who would respect his family, take good care of his children, and cater to his every need.. for what?? A wild slut that will not keep him bored?? Men are just simply pathetic and they honesty can’t make wise decisions.
Spring is supposed to be a new beginning, so I will start my life fresh. I’m already working in a new environment with different people. Now I just have to change my mind set… no more cherishing asshole men that just break promises… the only person that I will value is myself. If I don't love myself, how can I expect another person to love me? I have my whole life and future to focus on, so I do not need any unnecessary distractions. If you want to be back in my life, I need to see change. If not, then don’t be a rock in my path.
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